I wake in the night with pain in my heart for all that is happening in our country, and I feel utterly powerless. How can we respond to a reign of terror? How can we respond to cruelty after cruelty promulgated by people in power? Money grabs, land grabs, malevolent neglect, direct abuse, more power grabs. I have been an activist most of my life, and I believed and hoped that activism might help to change the world for the better. In some ways, it really has. But the dream–of a whole society that was rooted in cooperation and mutuality, in care for all of its people–that dream feels lost in a nightmare of empire re-emerging like some multi-headed dragon from the flames of disaster.
In my feelings of powerless, an old friend comes to me. Jesus sits with me in the dark night. He comforts me, strangely, by reminding me that in many ways I am powerless. I can’t control what “my government” is doing right now. The idea that it is “my government” is an illusion, democracy has become an illusion, a thin veneer over oligarchy, over fascism. But Jesus too was powerless: he and his friends had no political power. He lived his whole life in the shadow of the Roman empire, and that empire killed him. Yet he was able to respond, to act, to live a life.
How? He prayed, he taught, he healed the sick, he listened, he walked among the ordinary people, in the lowly places. He recalled the words of the prophet Isaiah:
“The Spirit of the Holy is upon me,
that one has anointed me
to proclaim good news to the poor.
That one has sent me to proclaim freedom for the prisoners
and recovery of sight for the blind,
to set the oppressed free,
to proclaim the time of blessing from the Holy.”
He didn’t concern himself very often with the emperor or king or governor–he was clear that those powers were evil. Rather, he went directly to the poor, the oppressed, the sick, those were the ones who caught the eye of the divine blessing. And later, when he painted a picture of the end of the world, this was the measure by which all people were judged:
“I was hungry and you gave me something to eat, I was thirsty and you gave me something to drink, I was a stranger and you invited me in, I was naked and you clothed me, I was sick and you looked after me, I was in prison and you came to visit me. … Whatsoever you do for the least of these, my relatives, you do for me.”
There is a certain clarity in all of this. A letting go of all that I cannot control. A shift in focus to what is possible, what really matters. An appreciation for the heroes who are risking their lives to look after the sick, those who are bringing food for the hungry. A remembrance of the One who is with us in the midst of our powerlessness. Thank you.